Good and Bad 2014

This year has meant many things important to the progress of my life. I was thinking that in this year I lived a lot of good things. Maybe the worst part was think about my future. Anyway, i remember my vacations and i feel good about this. I traveled to the north with my friends. Further I traveled to the south with my family. I traveled a lot and this makes me happy. My vacations gone fine. In other topics, i'm on the final of my career.  The university stage is coming to an end and everything that comes after will be try to become an adult. I really do not hope this happen. But if I don't find an escape, I'll probably have to bear the consequences of this. Not if these thoughts represent something good or bad within this year, but the truth is that consumes a lot of my time think about this. This 2014 was very good most of the time. I always do what I want, even if it costs me the reproach from people when I don't do the things that i must. I made lots of new friends. It seems like i never have enough. I do well with people. Although I want to escape from the adult world, this year I'm working, perhaps to requiered me to myself or simply to kill time I have left  when there is nothing new to try. This one year will be better than this. Always next year is better.

Free topic

This free theme I'll tell you about my favorite football team in my country chile. The name of this team is colo colo and continue their campaigns since I was little. At first I did not like the sport in any way, hated practice because it was so wrong with that and not see me looked like a fun task. My father always told me colo colo was the better team and took me to the stadium to watch him play. Eventually I got used to it, go to is one of the best things I've lived stadium. Colo colo plays white and is the winner in the history of Chilean football team. Today I continue with passion, I go to the stadium whenever I can and indeed I who now dragged my dad up there. Sometimes I go with my family and sometimes go with friends. I would keep following this team forever because it amuses me, makes me sad and makes me happy. It's everything I need in terms of irrational love. Now I just watch a game that leaves the top of the table. This year is likely to become the champion again and give me a joy. If someone other than the country reads this, I recommend you follow Colo colo. There is nothing better.

How green...?

I try to be concerned about the environment, but it is a very difficult task. Caring for the environment is really complicated. Usually attempt to clean everything I mess, water my yard, recycled materials and things like that. But the truth is that they are insignificant acts, since just spray my deodorant out of the shower'm polluting the planet, or every time you smoke a cigarette every time I participate in a roast every time I go to the bathroom whenever travel by bus. It is much more what I bring to destruction than working for care. In a way maybe it's okay, because if humanity is over the planet will recover and will continue to exist. Environmentalists have always generated me confusion care of nature is only a pretext to take care of human existence, if they really ensure the land, would deal with the disappearance of the human and preserve the natural. Anyway, I think in basic terms you might consider my concern for the environment as something that occupies part of my thoughts, but I consider it a task nonsense most of the time. I think that will be good believe in a coexistence between the human race and this world and everything that exist in there. But is really difficult if you think about this.

English language challenges

The last months have been a great discovery for me. I never put my attention in my level of English or any another language that wasn’t Spanish. This situation is because I don’t have the necessity of use another. Today I know that my English is acceptable, not brilliant, not majestic, not expert, but usefull for the little situations in my life that required this language. In the future, probably, I take this new weapons (the words) for walk for the many experiences that I have to live, in my work (with the interviews or data search), in my relationships with people for different countries (the English is the basic language in the world) or in another many pretension that flash before my eyes. I know that I need more practice in the oral expression because I’m very slow to translate the words in my mind, maybe I need to learn to think in English to be quicker in my conversations. For other side, I believe that I write better than speak because the write give me more time to think the things that I want to say. In any case, perhaps if I'll read a lot of text in English I might learn many words and my agility grow up in both areas. I have complications with this language because I don’t like his construction or his sounds; I prefer my own language to explain my thinks although I know the utility of be able to speak in more than one language. The truth is that I need further study to be better with this language. This is undeniable

The death of Pinochet

Since 1990 Chile lives an irregular period called, for the men of polity, “transition to the democracy”. This period is full of contradictions and strange facts about the end of the dictatorship and the supposed freedom of the Chilean people. However, the dictator, general director of the army Augusto Pinochet Ugarte, leader of the government, dies in 2006 leaving incomplete numerous court cases that had sought to bring him to justice. This government murdered and tortured thousands persons during his repressive seventeen years in the top of the country. He dies the December 10th at a Santiago military hospital of complications from a heart attack, leaving incomplete numerous court cases that never were resolved.  The day that Pinochet died, the people that were affected for the repression in his government, especially familiars of politic murderers, arrested missing people and exiled people, jump to the streets to celebrate his death. This spontaneous celebration counts with the confrontation of the dissidents of Pinochet against his loyal followers. The police force suppresses the manifestations and reestablishes the order in the front of the Moneda, house of government, where the people went to celebrate the death. The world press published a lot of articles about the importance of this fact and stressed in the pending process about all the crimes that never paid.

My future job

What will be my future job? Is a very difficult answer to find, but more than that, the problem is the question itself. Nobody would want work for a unknown person or for a big company with a smile in her/his face. Is ridiculous think in me living the life of other, playing with the expectative of others persons, looking for a salary, transforming my dreams to the requirements that I need. Actually I study Journalism in the university and the employments that I could get are very simple and monotone, with a lot of empty works inside of depressives places, follow empty facts in a world who nobody cares. Basically, my career is for the dominant class, the people who have the power, the decisions, and the money. Being honest, I need a brand new idea to find me a place in this city, in this country, in this world. I would like write a lot of text about a lot of topics for a long time of my life. Or make documental films or some like this, against the route that other drop instead of me. I don’t want be comfortable, being comfortable would be a big mistake a dishonor to my mind. So, like we can see in these lines, I’m far away to be able to respond this question, but I know what I think to respect of this topic.

Hijo de Satanás

This is the book that i’m Reading in this momento of my life. I’d read a lot of books in my life, this is why I choose the current. It was a very difficult work, you know, the choosing. This book was wrote for Charles Bukowski (August 16, 1920 – March 9, 1994). He was a German-born American poet, novelist and short story writer. This book in particular is a re edition from Septuagenarian Stew: Stories & Poems, a Bukowski’s publication from 1990 that arrived to Hispanic américa with the title “Hijo de Satanás”. The book contains a series of short stories about bohemian life from very different characters in a world of pain, boredom and monotony. Also, in the original edition of this book, this has a lot of Bukowski’s poems. The histories talk about gamblers, alcoholics, drug and homeless people, or also about normal people looking for escape from his empty lives. Has a quick lecture, with a soft but brutal narrative that envelops to the reader. I like this style and I would really like read more from this writer. The life has a new veil when the night come to us and "the new" is always fun.